set free

here in a cafeteria, i am suppose to study for final. but the disruption at heart prevents me to concentrate on my work. Listening to jazz, smelling the unique scent of coffee, and feeling the sweet taste in my mouth, i gaze out the transparent glass window, watching crowds come and go. i see people with sorrow face, people with their partner, people holding heavy books, people with friendly smile, and a person with bright charisma of confidence. my eyes brighten, "isnt this who i was, and what i used to live up to?" i observe him; his move, his smile, the way he talks with his campanion(eventhough i can not hear it), and his presence, all shows a happy, intellectual, and positive aroma. suddenly, i break the lock which seals my mind for so long. why bother to care for so many unimportant trifles, and being limited by things not my way? stupid, i should just let it go 'cause it is impossible for everything goes my way. instead, i shall learn to increase my tolerance, and live a positive life like i used to be.